A crucifix
of chrysanthemum
You lay
upon
Garlands of
common words
Spilled
from your open mouth
Apocryphal
anthems for Golgotha
From space
you would look like a giant T
Dressed in
loose fitting coveralls
And it was
autumn
The sky
would blacken eating crow
And we
wouldn't see your murder coming
She said
you couldn't put a boxing ring
On her
finger
And you
duly obliged by buying a boxed ring
And hanging
up your gloves
The boys
would takes jabs at you with jibes
Talking
about how she had boxed you in
You cast a
shadow over the neighborhood
A champion
in waiting and we ate in your shadow
I would try
and get you to teach me boxing
But you
would Shoosh me
Well I
would practice when you weren't watching
All the
news was about how you'd gone ten and ‘O’
How you
were an artist leaving men lifeless impressionists
On the
canvas
How you had
no equal in the arena
How your
jaw could break a hammer
We would
meet under the only shade in the park
After you
would see her off to work
You would
mouth out all the English words I could muster
You would
bring newspapers and magazines and learn by ear
I would
want you to tell me how to fight and you wouldn't
I was proud
of our bond
And what
did that pride get me?
A bleeding
nose and sore lip
When I ran
to tell you and got to your street
A woman
stopped me and hid me behind her slip
You were
lying in the street with your arms wide
Like they
were welcoming the sky
Eyes open
but vacant
As hollow
as your open mouth
They killed
you the street was saying
The sun was
beating down mercilessly
Your shadow
had shrunken to just beneath your body
In broad
daylight they kept saying
And your
woman arrived with the band on her finger
And the
instrumental mourners behind her
She was
betrothed bereaved and bewildered
She was
tearing at her clothes and beating your chest
I was still
in the clutch of that woman; from whom I couldn't quite slip
I wanted to
run to you because
By knowing
the words I knew the spell that would wake you
When you
would fall asleep
In that
same way
Your arms
thrown outward like a scarecrow
There was a
song you loved whose words you didn't quite know
That would
rouse you I knew this
Then
As truly I
knew you weren't all counted out
I never got
to getting to your side
I've since
forgotten the the song
But I am
all grown up and know you are dead for sure
I never
stopped hitting athe books like you said
And I even
turned to writing
And just so
you know
I haven't
lost a fight to a verse yet I'm at 10 and O
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